// Someone kidnap me and take me far away please//

Nothing’s good in my life right now except the fact I’m going to outlook in August, everything’s always my fault in this house yet I’m controlled by finance, parents have the money therefore power over me, literally just want to scream fuck you and walk out but that would just make things worse because I’ll always have to come back

Too many defence mechanisms to even think about tackling, yet when I think I’ve beaten one, another comes back or I think about something or someone says something and it instantly is put back into place

How do you know what the balance for your guard being up or down is? And what does everyone else think their ‘guard’ is… Because I don’t even have a guard I have a fucking fortress and when I let it down things fuck up

Pretty disappointed in myself in more than one way

Why am I hereeeee?! Silly girl

// Front stage and back stage analogy//

Head fuck trying to work out when back stage is

Did I ever even really love you?

// That awkward moment when your talking on the phone and your girlfriend bites you…//

via sodamnrelatable

this is so me hahaha

(Source: itsdamnfunny, via sodamnrelatable)